“I want to use whatever platform I am blessed with to shed light on the multiple facets of autism. All the struggles that come with it and the unexpected gifts. I want to make the beauty of it all known to the world.”
My name is Patrick Kaiser. I am a 29 year old indie author with autism from Kansas City, MO. I started writing when I was in the 6th grade. At the time, Christopher Paolini – the author of Eragon – was just beginning to gain recognition. His story of being a 15 year old best-selling author spoke to me. I’d always had a good imagination and loved telling stories. Learning that I could earn money doing so just clenched it. I began reading heavily and studying anything and everything I could on how to write good stories and how to get published. In high school I developed an interest in poetry. I’ve never had any formal training even to this day, but according to my friends, family, and teachers I had a gift for it. I began writing a ton of one-off poems that were honestly pretty dark and depressing. Being a social outcast due to my autism made me very cynical and depressed which was exhibited in my writing.
Senior year I was introduced to the idea of verse novels with Ellen Hopkin’s books. I loved the concept, but could never get into the books. Free verse is just bland to me and the stories told in most verse novels weren’t fun to read for me. They were so gritty and real with characters I just couldn’t relate to. The constant themes of drug abuse, sexual abuse, domestic violence, and social politics were so blah. Not to make light of the real life instances of those experiences, they’re horrific beyond measure and absolutely unforgivable, but I always preferred to read to escape reality. I wanted books that married my love of poetry with the sort of stories I loved – Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, Hunger Games – but I never found any that met that threshold. When I was 25, I started to experiment with the idea of writing those sort of books. At the time, I was still super unconfident and self conscious, always wanting to write those books, but always finding some reason to tell myself I wasn’t good enough. Over the next few years I grew and matured, became more confident the more I studied. I found info on Indie publishing and how viable it was, courtesy of the success story of Amanda Hocking, who is considered the matriarch of current Indie publishing. She made millions in a matter of months after years of being rejected by traditional publishing companies. In 2019 I decided to be brave. I had a backlog of poems I’d written over the years, more positive than my high school endeavors, so I slapped ’em together, did a little research and self published my first 2 poetry collections on Amazon in February of that year. Almost two years later here we are: seven books out with number eight releasing in Febrary 2021.
Tell me about your books.
My first trilogy, Crimson Minds, involves a psychic gang war in modern day Chicago as the backdrop for a murder mystery. It covers themes of identity: are we the product of our circumstances or our choices – nature vs nurture, are are we beholdened and defined by our past or can we make an effort to rise above and grasp a better future than the one we’re told we can’t change.
My newest book, Frost, is the start of a new series and deals with family: is family determined by blood or by choice? Genocide, hatred, & racism –just because you’re at the top of the food chain does that mean you’re infallible? Are those that are different by no choice of their own lesser simply because of that fact?
All of these themes are set against the backdrop of an action thriller and are told completely through poetry.
So far, it seems to be working for me.
You identify yourself as an “Autism Advocate.” What does that role entail?
I just want to use whatever platform I am blessed with to shed light on the multiple facets of autism. All the struggles that come with it and the unexpected gifts. I want to make the beauty of it all known to the world. I also want to help support the friends and family of those who are diagnosed. Living with autism is hard, no doubt, and living with those living with autism is harder still, and those people deserve just as much support as those diagnosed.
What role does your advocacy for autism play in your writing?
It’s mainly just the other half of what I’m trying to accomplish. I hope one day my writing can help and entertain those with autism, and I hope that my support of the autism community can result in my work reaching new readers.
The hashtag #makeitecho appears on your website. What does it mean / refer to?
For a few years I had a Youtube channel where I posted videos of my one-off poems. It was called EchoVerse Productions and our tag line was “Love is the mission statement. Let’s #MakeItEcho!” I’m still trying spread that mantra. I want to spread entertainment, peace and love with my writing, while making you think.
Who or what inspires your creativity? What or who do you hope to inspire with your work?
I get super inspired by Japanese anime and Japanese culture. The Japanese tell such great stories, that are super entertaining while touching on sensitive themes. My goal is to tell similar stories with my works. I’d like to inspire evolution within the Verse novel community. I constantly read and hear that verse is only suited to the realistic and gritty kind of stories, I want to flip that notion on it’s head. I’d also like to become a great source of inspiration for those on the autism spectrum. I want them to know that they’re more than their diagnosis.
Tell me about your online shop. What merch can be found there?
I sell tee-shirts, mugs, blankets and a lot more with designs influenced by my writing, all at affordable prices.
My current wip is called Sight and it is book 2 of my current series. I also have a new series planned to start in early 2022 about a robin hood in space kinda story. Hunger Games mixed with Firefly, if you will.
Where can readers find you and your work?
You can find me on social media @authorpdkaiser (Facebook & Instagram).
My website: www.authorpdkaiser.com